Ugh I hadn’t connected the dots - the super heavy rain forecast means my sleep will be even worse, and I’ll have waterfall walls.
I have to walk up to the station in the morning tomorrow, and it will probably be pouring. I could take a cup of tea though, mum got me some paper coffee cups cause Coles had the brilliant idea (not sarcasm) of selling them with lids in packets. But tea, bag, kilt (it doesn’t stay properly, none of my school uniform skirts/dresses do, probably to do with the length :/) and umbrella AND iPod is ungainly, might need to skip iPod :’(
And it’s 10:30 and quiet, for now, so I’m going to give up and go to bed.
I did a couple of maths questions and some ironing and this is the day I get home at 12:30 pm. Ugh.
I am pretty screwed for English (tutoring? it’s a school assignment I’m getting help with) but thankfully my anxiety is not fixating on it yet, unlike last week where the whole week was all about an English tutoring essay ugh. However I’ve done absolutely nothing of it, so I’m worse off than last week. I have a bit of time, but not a lot, and while it’s nice as a consolation I also know I’m unlikely to get stuff done.
I’ve had my nails in black polish for almost three days now and they’re still perfect, this has to be some sort of record. It’s a good quality polish. I’ve been a bit careful, but not a lot. So it’s pretty amazing. I might get to keep it on all week!
It feels nice to be appreciated for my (fanfic) writing. I should try to pick it up again, in my primary fic fandom Sherlock, since I’ve gone back to reading a bit too. It’s just very hard for me to get things done, even if they’re things I like. I dropped all of 5-10 shows, even SPN, all book reading, eventually even fanfiction, writing died ages ago.
Anyway, time for bed.
